” Doubts “

Trustworthy…unfaithful words and rights,

Promises…broken hopes that can kill me,

Love…betrayal and hate which makes me go crazy,

Care…a lie of hugs and venomous kisses,

Loyalty…a contract from temptations that can lead to total destruction….

I  can’t be your superman, but i’ll promise to become your sidekick…

How sick and tired I can be just to accept your imperfections…

Even if there’s no direction, surely I can find a zigzag way close to you…

Damn those who hates me! All I know is Im so lucky to have you…

If there’s no word as TRUST, atleast LET ME LOVE YOU IN MY OWN WAY..

>ZIWON

My Love

A different kind, but still love…

God gave me you from up above..

To take away my sadness…

And bring the true essence of happiness..

A deep and endless relationship,

A one of a kind partnership…

There’s nothing to wish for,

Your my angel and  I’m your savior!..

Doubts may break us,

but its a test for us to last..

We hate and curse our imperfections,

but with this love? almost close to perfection…

With your warm caress,

keep me loved and amazed…

Whenever you’re beside me,

I know this love is not a lie…

Its still unbelievable,

Hence, unpredictable….

Its so meaningful,

life is beautiful,

with you MY LOVE!!!

>ZIWON

Is this the real life?? for all of my sacrifices? for the people that i’ve lost? even my own happiness..I know its a must for me to adjust..coz i dont want to have regrets…

I asked God why..are my sufferings not worth enough? …My only wish is happiness for my love….,,from that i can find my mine too…thats why im working hard…so that i can make my love proud of me…even though im IMPERFECT i can also have dreams…and i want to celebrate it with my special someone…BUT WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?? YOU DONT GAVE STRENGTH FOR MY LOVE….my love left me alone..like memories turn to dust…it made my life even more complicated…im not blaming you lord…but please give my love the strength to fight for our relationship….we’ve been gone so long…through ups and downs….with my love’s deep hug and kisses evrything will gonna be alright….

Lord for the last time,,,HAVE MERCY! if my life w0uld be the tool for us to be together forever I’LL SACRIFICE IT!!!….coz i know what im doing now is WORTH DYING FOR!!

>ZIWON

” QUEST FOR LOVE “

Being inlove is a complicated matter, …one’s must consider

its consequences, how life it would be, once were there…

Its a cliche’ way of saying that “LOVE HURTS”…well its true..so

being ready to take the risk is a big help for a relationship….yah it

may take too long to manage how it will be, but the most important

is to analyze the love itself…love conquers all as the saying

goes…even our lives can possibly change both in a good or in bad

ways…

Handling the situation for every step we make will lead to

a strong bond of the people involved…actions are not

enough,,money? materials? these are only tools!! a way of showing

affections,,,,how about the feelings?? from this..jealousy,

unfaithfulness, hesitations do exist…there’s no way for us to

tell what the others were thinking…isn’t that obvious??  so why

dont we let them  show how they think…coz’ in love, that is a part

of its aspects…to simply take each others imperfection….

True love isn’t just learning to appreciate things,,,physically,

emotionally but his/her worst no matterwhat happens…by doing

this you can finally say that THIS IS THE REAL ESSENCE OF

BEING ALIVE,,,,A TRUE BATTLE FOR LOVE…..

>ZIWON

” My Journey ”

I can feel the loneliness and pain;

But i know my faith will free me.

How come it lasts for so long?

I’ve been freakin’ sick and almost tired,

But until now, I cant see the light.

I’ve been tested by my own failures,

I’ve got puzzled and lost inside the maze.

I’d look for a star to be my sign, but the sky is too gray.

I’m still believing that i can get there that far.

Through ups and downs by my ownself!

My heart is stoned but it has feelings too.

No one can break me, everybody knows it.

I’m hopeless. I can’t even find air to breath.

I already surrendered myself from tears and sacrifices.

Desperate and so confide, this is me… I was lost and way down,

I cant even see the light from a sunrise,

But still, it’s so amazing that I’m still alive…. to rejoice with God!

>> ZiWoN

” Comfort ”

I sharpened a small twig,

From my mind i dig;

The lead touches the white wood,

I’m hungry but not for food…

Every stroke creates a word,

Every kiss shows my worth;

From laughter through tears,

It makes me strong to conquer all fears.

It sewed my heart brought ’bout by

aches from the start;

Warms me from being chilled

’till my greatest dream is fulfilled.

Hoping to erase my sadness

From a paper and a pen,

which will make me see the shadow at night;

Unfortunately i have these but not YOU.

Still I remain in the dark,  just like the few…

>> Ziwon